My dream women....

I wonder who is my dream woman. However, I think that she is someone that I will never forget. She is a nice women but she is not very pretty though. The main point is she is the kindhearted woman toward me. I do not know the specific reason for many girls to hate me. I think because I was too straight. Furthermore, I do not really well in talking especially with the opposite gender. This is one of my weaknesses as I have to speak up to them when the time needed. She will back me up and supported when I was numb. One day, I asked her to be my girl friend. Then, she rejected me without considering my feeling. Up until now, I still cannot forget her smiley face when she smiles toward me a long time ago.